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[updated on Sunday at 01AM] |
i miss patrick so much, it makes my stomach hurt.
two more weeks,
and i will make it happen.
i love you.
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[updated on Saturday at 12AM] |
the last few days have been pretty tough.
i'm sure everyone has heard about chelsea bragg.
i didnt know her very well,
not as well as a lot of people.
but what i did know of her is that she was really sweet.
she really knew how to make me laugh when i was around her.
and not a lot of people can do that.
she wasnt afraid to be herself and i admired that about her.
she was so prettttty.
and she didnt think that she ever matched and she didnt care about fashion.
but she was always dressed so cute!
gah, im really going to miss seeing her around.
and im really going to miss her amazing advice.
she used to always comment me and give me great advice
for example.
look at this advice.
no one ever gave me advice like this:
"agreed.
guys are douche bags.
anna dont put up with that.
your
ANNAFREAKINSAURUS!
any guy would be lucky to have you.
you dont deserve anything but the best.
no girl does.
if he still treats you like this after a while,
leave him and dont turn back.
then hell see what a fucking dumbass he is,
and how stupid he is for loosing someone like you.
you deserve to be the happiest girl alive.
i want you to be the happiest girl alive.
Ive always said that relationships are supose to make you happier,
not sadder.
thats the whole reason for being with someone.
because they make your life better.
i know i dont know you that well,
but it seems like youve been on an emotional rollercoaster with this.
i hope everything works out for the best for you
♥"
geeze, im gunna miss that girl.
the wake was hard.
my prayers go out to her family and her close friends.
and everyone that knew her.
i will be attending the funeral tomorrow at 10 am.
if you knew her you should go.
you could call me for directions.
[2513660534]
honestly
after all of this.
im considering going to church.
i dont know why.
usually im not like that.
im not religious at all.
i dunno.
weird huh?
yeah.
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last night was pretty cool
me and chris and kenny and greezy went to the malbis mansion.
it was pretty scary.
we thought we saw something...
who knows.
it was prolly nothing.
we were prolly just scaring each other.
oh well.
then we met up with sol and jolyn.
and we went to the cemetary past the airport with the three crosses.
then we went to kalioka.
then we went to cry baby bridge, where i lost my shoe.
but chris and sol went and got it for me.
it was fun.
then we went back to kenny's and told ghost stories where i began to ptfo
(passthefuckout)
and i dont know how but i slept on a recliner.
wtf?
i dont know how the fuck i did that.
but oh well.
and also, i got my car and 12 am last night.
i love it so much.
i just want to get a cd player.
cos the radio doesnt work.
god, i love having a car.
cept the gas thing.
GAY.
and i have to work a double tomorrow.
LAME.
im thinkin ab getting my conch pierced today.
who knows.
i cant want to see andrew!!!
woooo!
he gets back today!
this is an okay start to spring break 06' shit!
HIT ME!
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[updated on Sunday at 04PM] |
i go through stages.
i guess this is the one where my friends ditch me.
nothing goes the way i want.
and everything pretty much sucks.
its easter.
and my family cant even act like theyve got their shit together.
my brother leaves for the navy in the morning.
and hes still not acting like a brother.
when will he start?
maybe never.
when will i find actual "friends."
allin did a good thing.
he got away from all this shit.
i think i need to do that.
just get away from everyone.
i hate alabama.
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[updated on Wednesday at 12AM] |
my eye is watering really bad
but yeh, its tuesday.
and prom is friday
patrick gets here thursday
wtf.
im excited.
GEEZE.
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i cry a lot.
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[updated on Wednesday at 08PM] |
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today carrie, tayla and i went prom dress shopping. i found the dress that im getting the first 10 minutes we were there. it is so gorgeous! i love it so much.
i cant wait for prom now. it makes me want to go even more now =]
here are some pictures of it:
gah i love it.
comment and let me know what you think?
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[updated on Tuesday at 04PM] |
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uhh duh
so heres the deal:
its grad exam week right?
yeh.
so i spent the night with a friend last night.
and they had to take the grad exam so they had to be at school early.
well i slept in
and carrie was supposed to wake up and come get me.
BUT her phone died in her sleep
so it was off when i tried to call and she over slept
so i called tiffany
& welcome to being a great friend!
cos she came and got me.
but by the time we got to mhs it was lunch time
so i was already counted absent.
so we both just said screw it lets just skip.
so we went to daphne and hung out with jonathan and rode around.
got some wendys.
got some dip and dots.
went to my doctors office to try to get an excuse and i think that the nurses
could tell that something was up
and they told tiffany that she couldnt pick it up,
that a parent had to call it in or something.
so i called my dad and he was in a rush at work and was rude,
so i told him id call my mom and ask her to do it
so i did and she said that she could tell by the tone of my voice that something was up and she didnt believe me.
and she started asking me 8 billion questions.
and eventually said,
okay, ill call the school and see if you were there,
and then ill call the doctors office and ask an excuse for you being late.
and i started getting nervous
and she just said
"you're lying. now, tell me the truth."
so i did.
ugh
& i begged her not to tell my dad.
i dont think that she is.
well i really hope not.
because if so hes going to kill me.
im so nervous.
ugh
and im nervous i might fail 1 or 2 of my classes.
im srsly nervous.
ugh.
what should i do?
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[updated on Thursday at 01PM] |
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ive been listening to a lot of daphne loves derby lately.
i like it a lot.
i hate being sick.
i had a 103 fever yesterday and tuesday night.
ew it sucked so much.
blahhh.
i feel better today.
and i know that i will feel GREAT tomorrow.
=]
my jacket came in today.
made me really really happy.
i shouldve got an extra small.
and its a little more purple than expected.
but thats okay.
because i like it lots.
well.
im going to shower.
and ask my mom if she'll take me out to eat.
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[updated on Monday at 06PM] |
I havent really updated my journal in a long time.
But, if it matters to anyone...
Im EXTREMELY happy.
*sparks*
I absolutely LOVE my phone.
Center Stage.
40 Year Old Virgin.
Wedding Crashers.
&&
My three dozen roses!
Yay!!
BUT! Right now...
Im REALLY pissed.
Because friends in MOBILE completely suck.
I WANT TO GET OUT!!
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| srsly; heres the deal |
[updated on Thursday at 11PM] |
so here we go.
im moving to atlanta.
with my mom.
in a month.
maybe less.
LATER MOBILE.
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[updated on Wednesday at 08AM] |
&&LOCKED;
add me to unlock.
[♥]
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